Arisa Tsubata had been training around her work shifts as a nurse for over a year to prepare for an Olympic boxing qualifier in hopes of making it to the Tokyo Games this summer.

That dream was shattered after the International Olympic Committee (IOC) canceled the qualifier — scheduled to take place in June — and said it would allocate spots to athletes based on their world rankings in recent years.

The change in criteria has effectively shut the door on many Olympic hopefuls, such as Tsubata, whose rankings are not good enough for automatic qualification. Other qualifying competitions have also been canceled.

In order to focus on her boxing, the 27-year old quit her job at a major hospital in January to take a less demanding and lower-paid position at a smaller psychiatric clinic.

Since then, she has trained over three hours a day during the week and even more on Saturdays, only taking Sundays off to rest or get a massage.

“It’s very disappointing,” said Tsubata, who currently works at the Life Support Clinic in Tokyo. “I had been working so hard for a year after the postponement of the Olympics, and it’s so frustrating that I don’t even have the right to compete.”

Japan has said the Olympic Games — delayed in 2020 due to COVID-19 — will go ahead despite questions over exactly how it will stage the massive event during a pandemic. The country is currently fighting a fourth wave of coronavirus infections.

“‘Why did I aim for the Olympics when the coronavirus happened?’ I asked myself,” she said, also wondering “who knew the coronavirus pandemic would come at this time?”

Arisa Tsubata collects blood from a patient in Tokyo on April 19. | KIM KYUNG-HOON / REUTERS
Arisa Tsubata collects blood from a patient in Tokyo on April 19. | KIM KYUNG-HOON / REUTERS

Her feelings of frustration and uncertainty are shared by many athletes across the globe whose careers have been thrown into limbo after the pandemic dashed lifelong dreams of participating in the Olympics.

The IOC has set June 29 as the deadline to wrap up qualifications for this year’s Olympics. With the canceled qualifiers, it will now allocate about 53 spots in boxing based on ranking points since 2017.

In COVID-ravaged India, Santiago Nieva, the head coach of the national boxing team, remembers the “heartbreaking moment” when he delivered the news to four boxers.

“You feel like you’re taking away their dreams,” Nieva said. “They became depressed. … they were empty, felt empty in the head and body.”

Tsubata got into boxing about three years ago to lose weight, but her training coaches quickly encouraged her to box competitively and she went on to win Japan’s national boxing championship in the middleweight division in 2019.

As both a nurse and a boxer, she has mixed feelings about whether the Olympics, due to start in July, should go ahead as cases rise.

“As an athlete, considering fellow athletes waiting for this moment, and especially seeing my chance being taken away, I think the Olympics should happen,” she said.

But, as a nurse, she said it “might be difficult” for Japan to hold the Olympic Games if the spread of the coronavirus is not contained.

For now, Tsubata is trying to stay positive and is preparing for her international debut at a tournament in Russia this month.

She says it is too early to think about the 2024 Olympic Games in Paris and worries she may be too old by then to keep up with the physical strength needed to compete.

“I can’t say I am aiming for the next Olympics in Paris, but what I can do is try to keep working hard, step by step, at any competitions ahead, small or big,” Tsubata said.

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