Five years after the death of her husband Yoichi, Harumi Sugiyama, 41, still wears her wedding ring and dreams about him at night.

In her dreams, her husband is alive and she finds herself complaining to him about the hardships she has endured since he was killed in the terrorist attacks of Sept. 11, 2001.

"There is a part of me that is still waiting for him, even though five years have already gone by," Sugiyama said. "I'll probably keep having that dream forever."